As you may have guessed, I'm quitting. I'm not getting the buzz out of this place that I used to, and honestly, I feel like I'm the only one here trying to squeeze blood out of this rock. I remember a time back when many to all of our rp's were spontaneous, and everyone was so in touch with their characters that they could preform well, even if there was no real point to the convo. Now, I feel like for every, rare convo I do with anyone, I have to plot it out and propose it a week in advance, otherwise it's impossible for anyone to be remotely in character. I'm tired of seeming like a pest to people because I'm trying to move the plot along, and making people feel like they have to rp with me, not out of fun, or their own will to move the plot along, but for obligation, or just the.. " I oughta rp because I haven't in a while". I feel like I'm playing out a scripted, half-interactive, fanfic.
Yeah, I know, everyone's in a funk right now, and I'm sure we'll all get over it. I am too, and I admit, my character as of late has been horrible and I apologize to bore you with my horrible portrayals. But the fact is, I don't feel like doing this anymore, because really, the plot has gone down the drain, and character interaction is so rare that development seems forced and unrealistic. Honestly, if your rp muse hits you only once a month, why are you here at all?
As I said, I'm really, really sorry, and if I hear from anyone that this place has started up again, I'll be glad to come back, but for now, I quit.
(( I don't want this to interfere with the OOC interactions between me and the other players. I've met some of my best internet friends here, and I hope none of that changes because of this. If anyone is ever interested in rp-ing with me, either TOS or an original one, let me know and I'll be glad to do it. ))
And oh yeah, here's the last convo I did last night, I guess I'd better post it. ( Sorry for being 'nnoying..Collapse )